THE days

March 29, 2009

I am currently writing an article due next week but had the urge to blog about something real quick.

I logged on to Facebook while I was working then suddenly, my classmate back in elementary (whom I added last week as one of my contacts) suddenly dropped a message. Took a break from work to chat with him. Seems like he already forgot everything back then and he cannot remember me. LOL. I even had to mention few names of our classmates and schoolmates, our section back in fourth grade, etc. Had a trip down memory lane of some sort.

Shoot, I suddenly remembered how simple life was back then. I only had to think of my assignments, projects, quizzes, and exams. Failing was not much of a concern because I know at the end of the day, I will graduate whatever happens. No worries. I just have that feeling that everything’s GOING TO BE okay.

Growing up entails more responsibility. And now, life is SO complicated. I am always worried that my boss/client may not like my output no matter how much effort I exerted on it. I am worried that I will fail to meet and exceed other people’s expectations of me, including my parents’.

I am just worried of the fact that my future seems so bleak and uncertain that I don’t know if I can get past this stage.

Wow, time flies REALLY fast… so fast that I feel I can’t keep up with it. Or maybe I refuse to.

/me has to end my rants now. /me needs to work to impress my client to earn, and /me must not fail.



March 19, 2009

I am now a year older. Wow. Better? Wiser? Not sure about that.

Still childish @ 23? Yes. LOL.

Time to edit the “22 year old” part in the banner.


Anyway, I was not able to celebrate outside (go to a mall, have a photo shoot etc.) as I had to finish my rewriting projects and beat the deadline today. Too bad waking up at 4am and working for 10 hours straight for two consecutive days were not enough.


By the way, the studio versions of the songs by Megan and Anoop kept me sane. LOL.

Anoop Desai and Megan Corkrey are two of my top picks in this year’s season of American Idol.

Not only do I think that the other singers are boring but also, as judge Simon Cowell said, the two are the most current in the group. They add a breath of fresh air in the competition that seems to be a contest of who can hit the highest notes. Adam Lambert may be entertaining to watch with his glass-breaking, throat-straining voice but I’d like to think he almost always  goes over the top with whatever he is singing.

Anyway, here are the videos of Anoop’s and  Megan’s recent performances. I’m just glad they made it into the finals after going through the tough wildcard.