Tough times

May 17, 2010

Do you know how it feels like to lose somebody overnight?

I know.

Because I just did.


This year.


I have this habit of reminiscing what happened in the past and imagining how things were like. E.g. “Last year, around this day, blah blah blah”

And with that, I am feeling very uneasy. It is during this month last year when my mom was diagnosed of a rare blood disease. Eight months after, God already took her.

And my life has never been the same.

So maybe I just don’t have any other choice but to bear this feeling of uneasiness. Of loneliness. The feeling of yearning for the past. And for someone you dearly love.

I love you, Ma.